Puddings

Well, today tried to made some puddings and bought some instant mango favor pudding mix from the supermarket. The end product did not satisfy me because i find it rather hard to be pudding. Crap! i felt that i was conned. I want those soft, soft, wobbly, wobbly, juicy, tasty mango puddings that can only be found in upper-class Cantonese resturants. Damn! my puddings are too hard!

Meet up with Meizhen (who, shall hence, thereafter, be known as MZ2 from this point onwards) at bugis today, she said she wanted to do some shopping and before we go down to YJ home in Mountbatten. We had a late lunch and i was stuffing myself with food until I was bloated... ARGGHHH!!! really got to control my appetite and to start eating moderately.

Went to YJ new, lovely-dovely home today! WOOHOO! The location very nice, very close to the CBD area, you could reach there in 10 mins if you drive! Very close to the Old Airport Road also, AHHHH... ... the close proximity of good food~ HMPHHHHH... ... FOOD... ...

As usual, we have to fulfill our craving for mahjong and as usual YJ, our very own mahjong queen. She's really good at looking very cool and suavy and abit blur while winning games after games. Sigh, she had earned the tuition fees from me again :( I gotta do something about it!

time of reflection

*cough* *cough* humph... the ucler was still at the throat but was getting better and less annoying, i gotta keep away from more spicy food... still very dry though.

Note: rather length crap about the movie "PHANTOM OF THE OPERA"
skip if it is too boring, you have been warned...

A couple days back, i had went to watch the Phantom of the Opera, the movie, with MQ and MZ at Tampines GV. I find it kinda nice and was TOTALLY, UTTERLY, AND EMOTIONALLY overwhelmed by the show. Wonderful sets and colourful costumes, excellent cinegraphy and beautiful songs & singing and it is a GREAT STORY! I was particularly attracted to the songs and singing, the feeling was AWESOME!

The show have given me more insights into life:
LIFE WILL BE CRUEL, NOT EVERYTHING WILL BE PERFECT FOR EVERYONE.

I felt pity for the Phantom that life was cruel to him. From being exploited since at a tender age, forced to be part of a freak sideshow, to living in undesirable conditions under the opera house sewages, with no one to love him, no one to appreciate him and no one to take care of him .He was being portrayed as a villian but the fact is (as i had felt), he is more of a victim. He was:

JUDGED

FEARED

OUTCASTED

enuff said, go see the movie yourself (or go rent a dvd or something).

Okay back to RL now (that's real life to you readers!). Ha. Had gain lots of ground recently (meaning the whole room now is my terrority, no trespassing!). Although i'm having more space but is still in a mess! Kinda quiet nowadays since sis had moved out. There no one to quarrel with, share your thoughts with, discussing daily issues, looking out for each other too... kinda scary to be alone right now, but i guess i'll just have to move on.

Saving up seems like a good idea right now (it has always been), lots of things need to be done but haven't accomplished anyone of them yet. bummer. YIPPEE!! that means thatI'm still in limbo... OMG! I really need to be more organised (keep reminding myself) time to throw more things =====>>>>

thoughts to share... ...

Had been rather inactive lately due to work and other stuff. Hmmm, got to remember what to write here.

Had went to YJ chalet at East Coast Park, it was just a typical gathering. Well had went blading along with MQ, MZ and CL, while AN cycles. We went from the chalet to Fort Road and head back towards the Bedok Jetty. Well, I didn't really follow them throughout the whole course, had to fall out back to the chalet after returning from Fort Road.

I had miserably failed to maintain my balance this time round and fell down 3 TIMES! Broken the previous record of 2 falls. Right now had some new scars and scratches on my left knee and right elbow, other than those superficial injuries, I was okay! I was feeling very lousy and still cannot understand how did it happened and why my balancing and motoring skills are still below average. Couldn't really control the blades, rather I had let them controlled my movements. Shit happens.

The past 2 days was working the during the graveyard hours, damn tiring and extremely busy. I didn't really got much sleep and was feeling rather sick and uncomfortable. Soon i discovered that an ucler had found its way to my throat. It was a rather unpleasant feeling and the it hurts a lot.

Didn't really had much to do these past few days, or in fact, that i was again too lazy to get most of the things done. Looking on the brighter side, I actually did completed some stuff and work but that was not enough. I have to really set to reset my biology clock system....

APPLICATIONS CLOSING... ...

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OPERATING SYSTEM ENDING... ...

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SHUTTING DOWN... ...

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REBOOTING IN PROGRESS... ...

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<<WARNING ERROR DETECTED>>
<<EMERGENCY SHUTDOWN>>

Yippee!

WOOHOO!

WOOHOO!

WOOHOO! WOOHOO! YIPPEE!!!!

Finally! off days! Well, i had planned long time ago to go Mdm Wong and have a good drink, enjoy the LOUD music and *looking* at people swinging their bodies and sweating out. YA!

Went there with several colleagues and as usual I "kue ji ki" (opened one bottle). Had lots and lots of drinks but was not getting any" high", that was expected. I had to control the alcohol consumption mah else "drunk -drunk" not very good... MQ said he was at News Room Bar with his friends, we planned to LINK-UP but somehow didn't.

Later, he told me that he had one drink too many (woohoo!chem!chem!chem!) and had to be sent back by his friends. Ack, sometimes people get weak!

Needed a break!

Worked until quite late tonight, and was on my way home when MZ called and asked if I would like to meet up with MQ and SS. I was abit tired that day, but what the heck! Went to Orchard to meet them at that not-so-new bbq place (actual location and name i forgot but i still remember how to get there!)

We were having difficulties deciding where we should go as MZ was getting sleepy, MQ has to meet up with another friend at Mdm Wong while Stan wants to go to the Esplande (again! That's the 'n' times i have been there already). Then we decided to chill out at one of the pub just behind News Room Bar. We had some drinks and games while MQ looks for his friend.

After SS left, the three of us went to for another heart-heart chatty session at East Coast Park (ECP). Many thoughts and experiences were exchanged and discussed.

"What is yours, will be yours, what's not, will never be." - annoymous

"Being loved is easy, giving isn't." - annoymous

"In a relationship, definitely there will be one who will love more than the other, but love cannot be measure, so what bother? Give your 101% effort to the person you loved!" - another annoymous

What a day...

DAMN!
It was a gruesome morning, working like NON-STOP HITS.



"CHENG!"

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"CHENG-CHENG-CHENG!!!"


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"SI BEI CHENG AHHHHHH!!!"

Went for a short run (5km?) with MD, to kick-start the first of many runs that will be coming in the next few months. Will have to start training for the coming IPPT. *ACK*! *POUTZ!*

"SIONG!"

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"SIONG-SIONG-SIONG!!!"


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"SI BEI SIONG AHHHHHH!!!"

Was feeling very tired and sleepy after one whole day, shopping for food at NTUC when suddenly my hp rang and it displayed:

Calling
N Mingchuan

MQ jio me to go blading and told me that he and MZ had been blading at East Coast Park for the past hour. I was very reluctant to join them as I was:

1) felling tired,
2) burnt-out from the run,
3) feeling pain in my index toe on the left feet,
4) very hungry,
5) having cramp legs,
6) feel that it would be very, very far away,
7) I would have to rush home AND get out again immediately,
8) in the middle of getting my food,
9) feeling that it was abit too late to call me,
10) feeling very, very sleepy and wanted a much need rest.

(someone told me to her give 10 good reasons why i cannot join them)

I agreed half-hearted, provided that i could make it in time. Surprisely, (who knows what GOD had done to make it possible, a miracle perhaps?), i did make it in time, so what the heck! With lightning speed, I was on my way.

^_^;

I was blading with MZ heading towards BEDOK JETTY, while MQ had to run some errands and will be meeting up later. I was warned about the twigs and fruits along the path and was told to be careful.

BUT SHIT HAPPENS.

Out of nowhere, I was brought down by a single, harden killer fruit that stopped me in my path. My butt still hurts...

MQ: "fall down once and you will do fine for the rest of the day, you will not fall again."
MZ: "yeah."

Too bad, luck was not on my side. We were making our way to take a look at a RC (remote control) car that MQ was telling me about, when we came across... ...

A small S-BEND SLOPE

Both MZ and MQ told me to be careful when navigating this monster.

LIGHTING STRIKES TWICE & SHIT HAPPENS AGAIN.

This time, i completely lost control and was sliding down it the slope while enjoying the painful experience. Suffered a few scratches on my right thigh and another painful enjoyment for my butt. MZ was almost nearly there too, but lucky she hopped like a rabbit to the grass patch and was safety.


"PAIN!"

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"PAIN-PAIN-PAIN!!!"


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"SI BEI PAIN AHHHHHH!!!"

Later we met Stan at carpark D before "we" decided to go for ROCHOR "tau hua". Somehow or rather, the venue was changed to JALAN BESAR and ended up at NEWTON CIRCUS. It seems so, as the leading vehicle was "straying off" all this while. I rest my case. Some people do have "persuasive" powers. *LOL*

Well, looking on the brighter side, at least we did went back for the "tau hua". *yummy*

What a morning...

Woohoo, woke up are 0500h this morning, still feeling very sleepy and dopey (muz be the late night sleeping) saw KS on MSN juz now and talk to him abit...he's at New Zealand right now. Seems like his job is getting more and more overseas trips nowadays, how i wish i could go there too but then again, it's very the far for me, guess i'll just stick this little dot on the map. Got to work, shall blog later.

3rd time lucky i hope....

WELL, here i am again, starting another session and i hope that IT STAYS HERE FOR GOOD.
Hope i can regularly updates this else it will end up in the dumpster again and again and again. Anyway, had met up with MQ, MZ and Stan at 85 for late dinner. Well, MQ and MZ have to work, so that leaves Stan to accompany me on my self-admin trip to UBI and TAMPINES in the late afternoon.

Great, it's half-past midnight and i'm still up, not a single shit for work is being prepared! I really got to re-align my bio-clock, recently i can't meet timings and schedules. Shitty things will happen sooner or later... A bunch of stuff to do but not really done, a lot of goals set but not achieved and a lot of things that need to be done but not touched at all!
ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH yeah, listening to a few lovely classical love songs. "Nothing's gonna change my love for you" (my fav!), "You were always on my mind", "When I fall in love" just to name a few.

THESE ARE GREAT, LITTLE, MORALE BOOSTERS (in my point of view)

Gonna get things ready, hope that i could do it in 15 minutes...or 20. OR 30. DARN! i need a better bio-clock!